Wednesday, August 23, 2006
Yest was a bad day. Spend $70+ treating mommy and hubby at sakae sushi and after tt quarrelled with hubby and we parted. Harsh words were slapped onto my face via sms and im hurt. I feel so crashed. I know im nt a good gf but i didnt know i was so bad. But from the start u shd hab known wad character i hab and why stil wana be with me. And nw come and say such things to me. I was strong i held on, i told myself no tears today pls. And went to Xue-er's hse. She sensed smth was amiss but i assured her im alright. I forced back my tears and gave her my trade mark nonsense smile and jokes. "Y do u look so calm? R u ok?" sigh.. Sisters aint called sisters for nth. She understands me. Saw her pictures with her bf and they are so loving and CRAPPY! LOL so many funny videos and ( Mr bf, my impression as Mr cool man is gone! U r crappy like us! Welcome!! ) I felt so good with em around, just like the old days..
Bath, touch up my shoes, played maple awhile and went to slp. I dono y i wasnt afraid of anything yest b4 i slept. ( usually im thinking of ghost b4 slp) Instead i said " Im pathetic today, disturb me if u wan. Show up! Wadeva!!" Fortunately i saw nth =D Heng ar.. Jus then Javen msg me.. "I knew it.. don think so much k. mus be strong don let ppl bully u so easily, be happy k tml is sure a better day k.. anything gib me a call or msg i will try to help u. I will always be yr ears whenever u feel down." and i started crying. Damit.
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